Sounds like steroids aren't going to be for you. They're designed to alter your bodily state so will will surely be effected. Some are bad for increasing anxiety as well.
Some will increase hunger, some aggression, some fat loss, etc etc so really anything is sure to cause you some anxiety.
My advice would be to stick to supplements. This way your mind state should be a lot more relaxed as you aren't introducing a synthetic hormone into your body. A good quality protein gainer and some extra work will get you some more weight.
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