dam that's crazy...but were you in shape when u started the superdrol? or were u taking it to get in shape? like i know u had some muscle but were u kinda heavy trying to shed fat and gain definiton and mass? did u have a strict regiment? i feel like all that plays a role in it cuz i been on for a week and a half now stacked with halodrol and i haven't had any sides ...a small occurence of a few pimples, no headaches and very little back pain.i also don't weigh too much about 160lbs and im at 13% body fat and eat real clean, so im thinking that maybe your body just wasn't conditioned enough to process the chemicals and take the heavy load and strain???im not sayin thats what it was for sure cuz im no expert by any means but it could also be the nolvadex fucking with you too...talk to jalepeno about his experience with nolva and sd. it aggrevates the progesteron levels and can cause lumps or some shit..i dunno thats what he was tellin me he read. clomid might have been a better choice but even still u gotta give your pct a chance to work. it takes three to four weeks...how long have u been on it for? about your doctor prob... most doctors will not condone the use of real gear. unfortunately it's just not realistic cuz its illegal. i think they could loose thier liscense to practice if anyone found out but best of luck. but as far as eating right your doc is correct u need to eat clean and a shake won't hurt u man.so many people drink protein shakes, it's a meal replacment. shit i take my shakes with my meals and i been having nothing but positive results so he does kinda sound like some what of a jerk off. but good luck with everything post up how everything is goin progress wise with your situation hope everything works out for ya